Monday, November 6, 2017

Can't watch. what the f*** is wrong with me?

Last night it was the fourth night in a row that I didn't watch a film. Or a TV show. I watched music videos on youtube. I enjoyed the music videos. But, why can't I watch films? What the fuck is wrong with me? Watching block? Film fatigue. Whatever it is when it hits I can't shake it. So, I guess I should read some, do some research, then it usually unblocks me for awhile. Until I freeze up and can't watch again. Writer's block too. I've got some new ideas for my screenplay I wrote for my creative writing degrees, but I haven't yet looked at the script. I need to look at it. I need to think about it. And write, for fuck's sake! it's watch and criticize, not write. not make a film but stand back and look on. thinking that film is crap and that one too. without admitting that it is hard to make a film. it's like making sausages. they taste good, but no one wants to see how they are made?

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